Have you ever found yourself right smack in the middle of something you feel you can’t get out of? Have you ever felt sort of abandoned by someone, leaving you clueless, and at the same time, you wonder about the possibility that that someone may also feel abandoned by you? Have you ever reached a fork in the road where you know you need to choose what’s right, yet you don’t really know what is that right thing?
I don’t know if it’s just me or if it’s just normal… you know, how you feel about a certain person at some point in time… where you would recollect that person’s past mistakes and remind yourself of that person’s flaws… just so you can justify yourself for not liking that person at the moment… just so you have the enough reason to feel the way you feel… just so you can “have the right” to hold that grudge…
It’s pathetic, I know. It’s probably something a good lot is trying to figure out, and can’t get out of. Tell me if you do. =/
kristine Said:
on March 13, 2007 at 8:47 am
because we’re upset, the natural reaction would be to justify actions from past mistakes.. which is also sad. =(
maybe patience and much love will alleviate that. good luck.